rionaleonhart: kingdom hearts: riku, blindfolded and smiling slightly. (we'll be the darkness)
More of The Hundred Line: Last Defense Academy! I've finished the cult route and taken a brief detour back to the Coming-of-Age route.

Heads-up: this entry mentions (fictional) consent issues, to put it mildly.


Notes on The Hundred Line. )


I can't believe how much of this game there is. There are a hundred endings, apparently. Having played for fifty hours, we've seen six of them.
rionaleonhart: kingdom hearts: sora, riku and kairi having a friendly chat. (and they returned home)
On Saturday, I wandered down to a park and discovered there was a Polish cultural festival going on!


I had an ice cream, listened to some singing, watched some dancing, admired some traditional dress, wandered around the stalls. Did a definite double-take when I heard Hatsune Miku's version of the Finnish song 'Ievan Polkka', although I think that might have been someone playing music on their phone, rather than an official song choice of the Polish heritage festival.


I wasn't certain of the cultural relevance of Sonic the Hedgehog, but, hey, always happy to see him.

It felt impolite to photograph Sonic without buying something from the stall, so, in honour of the fact that I've been revisiting the Dragonriders of Pern series, I picked up a flexible little 3D-printed dragon!




Top: my dragon pictured with one of my paintings (my first painting, actually: the one that got me into painting!), the chunk of rose quartz I picked up when I visited the Science Museum with [personal profile] necrophilia, and the beautiful cross-stitch of James Sunderland that Tem gave me for Christmas.

Bottom: my dragon pictured with our cat Zuko, who does not understand why he's not allowed to bite it.


I've named my dragon Zephyrith, after the dragon I rode in an ILLEGAL PERN ROLEPLAYING GUILD on Neopets when I was a kid. (Anne McCaffrey didn't approve of fanfiction or roleplaying at the time, although she later relaxed her stance, so there was an illegal underground Pern roleplaying scene for a while.)

I brought Zephyrith home and showed her to my housemates, and they all wanted dragons of their own! So I quickly hurried back to the festival and bought three more dragons. We're a houseful of dragonriders now. Wait, does that make us a Weyr? We're a Weyr.
rionaleonhart: final fantasy xiii: lightning pays intense attention to you. (speak carefully)
More of The Hundred Line: Last Defense Academy! I've finished the Coming-of-Age: Bittersweet Youth route, and I'm currently on day thirty-five of a route that, uh. Well, a route that involves a lot of use of the word 'pheromones'.


Notes on The Hundred Line. )


Kurara: Don't you dare just sit in your rooms and jack off!
Takumi: Who would even do that?

What are you talking about, Takumi? You're all a bunch of teenage perverts. One member of the team canonically fucks her own sword on a regular basis.

There's some very striking dialogue in this game. I made this note during a scene that included the lines 'Stop trying to look all cool, you dickless virgin!' and 'I'll shove my hand so far up her ass her back teeth will clatter!'
rionaleonhart: kingdom hearts: riku, blindfolded and smiling slightly. (we'll be the darkness)
More of The Hundred Line: Last Defense Academy! At this point it's getting hard to describe exactly where I am in this game. I'm in day fifty-five of a route that involves training at the beach.


Notes on The Hundred Line. )


I love the kids' different priorities when they're told they'll get plenty of money after the war.

Tsubasa: Then can I build a brand-new workshop for my grandpa and me?
Sirei: Of course!
Darumi: Can I shut a bunch of kids in an abandoned building and force them to play a killing game?
Sirei: Sure, why the heck not?

I maxed out my bond with Yugamu. It's a shame Takumi doesn't speak in the bonding scenes; they'd be more fun with his reactions! Also, it's always such a disappointment when I max out a bond with someone in a Danganronpa-esque game and do not receive that character's underpants.

(After lamenting the lack of underpants, I commented, 'Although he wants to murder us, I suppose, which is equally intimate.'

'He could kill us and take our underpants,' Tem said, consolingly.)
rionaleonhart: okami: amaterasu is startled. (NOT SO FAST)
I've finished the hundred days of The Hundred Line: Last Defense Academy and hit the credits!


Spoilers up to day 100 of The Hundred Line. )


Riona: Is there anything in particular you think I should include in my Dreamwidth post about The Hundred Line?
Rei: It's a weird game. Riona is going to write a lot of weird sad orgies about it.
Riona: I think that's already implied in what I've written.
rionaleonhart: kingdom hearts: riku, blindfolded and smiling slightly. (we'll be the darkness)
[personal profile] sholio is hosting a commentfic promptfest! If you're in a fanfiction mood, you should run over to post some prompts or write some fills. It's only just started, but I'm watching it with interest.

In other news, I'm still playing The Hundred Line: Last Defense Academy! I'm up to day... eighty-six, I think? In the ranks of the stupid videogames I've played in the legacy of Danganronpa, it's not top-tier, but it's a solid contender; I'd put it around the level of Zanki Zero, below Master Detective Archives/AI: The Somnium Files and well above World's End Club.

I enjoy how much murderflirting Yugamu does. Constantly feeling his classmates out, trying to determine whether they'd be up for killing each other romantically. This guy really wants to find his kismesis.

Yugamu: You can't just throw your life away with the first murderer who takes an interest in you. Those one-night stabs may seem exciting, but there's so much more meaning in a committed relationship - one where you let your bloodlust grow over time. Trust me, your death has value. You need to treat it with respect.
Takemaru: Gotta hand it to ya: if ya take out all the serial killer crap, that almost sounds like good advice.

Yugamu and Darumi are definitely going to end up locked in a constant cycle of kinkily murdering each other and being revived.

Maybe that would cheer Darumi up, at least. Tem and I are very worried about Darumi. Her mental health is clearly an absolute wreck, but everyone just uncomfortably ignores all the alarming things she says because she's so creepy.

'Oh, man, they might have been despicable bastards, but they fought their way through so much hardship together!' Takemaru says, in tears, summing up my attitude to fictional characters.

I find myself wholly unsurprised that this game, which takes place over a hundred days, makes a point of celebrating day 69.

Riona: The Commander still has Ima.
Tem: It's an Imergency.

Congratulations to The Hundred Line for being the only game I've ever played that uses the word 'twincest' in dialogue.

I like how easy Yugamu is to get presents for. What's Murder Boy going to want? A scalpel, a ball gag and an iron maiden, obviously.
rionaleonhart: death note: light's kind of embarrassed that he poured all that fake sincerity into an obviously doomed ploy. (guess not)
I'm on day thirty-three of The Hundred Line: Last Defense Academy!

The Hundred Line, a videogame from the people behind Danganronpa and Zero Escape, is a new addition to one of my favourite genres: a group of strangers are confined together in a high-stress situation and have a terrible time. In this case, a bunch of teenagers are abducted from their safe, enclosed city and forced to fight a war against monsters for reasons they don't entirely understand.

I played the demo, decided I wanted more of this nonsense and picked it up as soon as it released. I love a story that is both emotionally intense and absolutely stupid. It's not as strong as the Danganronpa series (I miss the murder mysteries!), but it scratches a similar ridiculous itch.

Takumi is very much in the Danganronpa protagonist mould of 'very ordinary, even a little bland; finds all his weird companions kind of overwhelming, but ultimately just wants to get along with everyone', and for some reason it really works for me every time. I don't love him in the way I love the Danganronpa protagonists, but there's time!

I'm not that attached to any of the characters yet, come to think of it, although some of them definitely have potential. Darumi's fun; she has a lot of great lines. Takemaru has a short temper and a good heart, which is a combination I have a huge weakness for. I'm eyeing the Incest Twins with some interest, given my passion for The Coffin of Andy and Leyley. Eito has an interesting relationship with Takumi. (The moment we saw Eito, Tem declared that he was going to be the protagonist's boyfriend, and I'm impressed by xyr prescience!)

Takumi named all the fish in the cafeteria fish tank, which is pretty endearing, although it seems weird to name a fish 'Fishy' when there are also other fish around. What makes this specific fish fishier than its companions?

Tem and I found ourselves exclaiming 'WHAT IS GOING ON? WHY IS THIS HAPPENING?' at the screen while Takumi was trying to persuade Tsubasa to fight.

Tsubasa: I can't fight those terrible monsters because I throw up whenever I'm nervous.
Takumi: I've made you a fashionable sick bag! Surely this completely solves your problem. Surely being unable to control your body in battle doesn't cause you any concerns other than making the battlefield untidy.
Tsubasa: But everyone will make fun of me if I'm sick in front of them!
Takumi: I'LL PUKE TOO, THEN THEY'LL HAVE TO MAKE FUN OF ME AS WELL, I'LL DO IT RIGHT NOW IF YOU WANT

And then they stared directly into each other's eyes, in silence, for two full minutes.

And that's how you persuade someone to fight in a war, apparently.

Yugamu keeps saying things like 'I can't stand staining my hands with meaningless kills. I'd prefer to murder someone I love' and 'Murder's supposed to be a private, intimate experience.' This guy is all of my fanfiction.

I can't believe this game includes two different characters who are incredibly horny for murder. This is such a personal attack on me.

Tsubasa: Are they wearing Class Armour?
Riona: I'll be honest: if I saw a girl with a giant green tomato over her entire head, I would not notice that she was wearing Class Armour.
Tem: I would. I notice the clothes people are wearing, especially if I'm wearing the same thing. I'd go, 'Oh, this is embarrassing.'
Riona: 'We've turned up to the war in the same outfit.'
Tem: 'One of us is going to have to go home and change.'

Yugamu canonically goes speed dating, and that would be a sight to behold. 'Hey, want to end up locked in an intimate dance of trying to murder each other?'

(Light Yagami, on the other side of the table, internally: ...maybe?)
rionaleonhart: death note: light contemplates picking up this mysterious notebook. i'm sure it'll be fine. (here at the crossroads)
When 2020 was looming, I posted an entry about the media that had made a real impact on me in the 2010s. I had fun with this, but it's hard to narrow things down across an entire decade! Maybe I should start doing these media roundups more frequently? Every half-decade, perhaps?

Oh, hey, it's 2025.

In alphabetical order, here are ten canons from the last five years that I think I'm going to remember! Note that this is media I originally experienced between 2020 and 2024, rather than necessarily being media that was originally released in that period.


1. Celeste. One of my absolute favourite games. Great music, charming characters, satisfying gameplay. It's tough, but I rarely found it frustrating, and I was delighted to realise how much I'd improved when I went back to replay from the beginning. Playing Celeste is a lot like playing the piano, learning the right pattern and timing of button presses through repetition until you can run smoothly through a level. I'll often find myself replaying Celeste levels when I've got a little time and nothing else is grabbing me, in the same way I'll often take a moment to sit at the piano and play a few pieces I know by heart.

2. The Coffin of Andy and Leyley. The relationship between these siblings is just so awful and intimate and fascinating; I can't get enough of it. I want to swim around in all this hideous codependency. When I first drafted this list at the start of the year, I noted, There's a chance I'm being too hasty with this one; I discovered it right before 2024 ended, so I haven't had time to be sure it's going to be a lasting interest. But, having had my mind obliterated by the latest chapter, I can now say with confidence that I am never going to stop thinking about this horrible game.

3. Lost. What an experience! I love it when characters are stranded together and forced to bond under high pressure, and this is an absolutely stellar example. Went in some wild directions, too; I said 'what the fuck' so many times while watching this show. Jack Shephard is a wreck of a man in a way that I find fascinating.

4. Omori. This game fucked me up. A lot of it is fun and charming! And then there are the parts that severely messed with my head. Two separate aspects gave me trouble sleeping. Some really interesting uses of gameplay, including one of the best-executed plot reveals I've ever seen.

5. Person of Interest. In a lot of case-of-the-week shows, the case itself is the least interesting part for me. In Person of Interest, I found the individual weekly cases absolutely gripping. The fact that the murders they're investigating haven't happened yet gives each case a living main character, usually the would-be victim, which makes them so much more fun to watch. I really enjoy Reese as a character, too.

6. Persona 5. I picked up Persona 5 in lockdown, when it was heavily discounted. I'd heard good things about the Persona series, but I'd always been intimidated by how long and complicated the games sounded. Still, it was 2020, and I wasn't able to leave the house, so it seemed like the right time for a hundred-hour RPG. It was an incredible decision. What a stylish, fun game! What great kids! I played it non-stop for a month and a half and had an absolute blast.

7. Persona 4. I was a little concerned about going back to Persona 4 after playing 5. I'd loved Persona 5 so much; what if the previous game was a disappointment? But I ended up loving Persona 4 just as passionately, largely because of Yosuke; he's a good-hearted but slightly shitty disaster of a teenage boy who's helplessly in love with the protagonist, and I find him endlessly endearing.

8. Severance. I've always been compelled by stories about weird things happening to people's memories, and by stories about people developing intense relationships while isolated together, so Severance is essentially the perfect canon for me. By a long way, it's the most gripping show I've ever watched. I'm so nervous when I sit down for a new episode; I never know what to expect!

9. Taskmaster. What a show. It makes me laugh like nothing else. The way it keeps a single set of contestants for each series adds a lot to the experience; you really get to know the contestants and their approaches to these ridiculous tasks over the course of a series. The New Zealand and Australian versions are just as great to watch; Greg Davies remains an unparalleled Taskmaster, but, if I'm honest, Paul Williams is my favourite assistant.

Wait, that's only nine! Okay, I'm going to add a tenth, but this is definitely cheating:

10. Death Note. I absolutely did not first experience Death Note between 2020 and 2024; I've enjoyed it since 2008! But I feel it sort of fits in my 'canons of the last five years' post because I got back into it in 2023 in a way I'd never been into it before. I watched the stage musical, absolutely lost my mind and spent months thinking about nothing but Light Yagami. Let's say the tenth canon here is Death Note: The Musical.

Honourable mention to The Quarry for the burst of intense ficwriting it inspired in me! I wasn't that drawn in by the canon itself, but the potential in Travis and Laura's relationship really grabbed me by the throat.

EDIT: WAIT, I just thought of a legitimate number ten!

10-2: Die Hard. We were locked down for Christmas in 2020, and I was sorry that I couldn't visit my family, but the upside was that I joined in my housemates' Christmas tradition of watching Die Hard. This film was such a delightful surprise for me! I went in expecting a badass, stoic action hero; I got a desperate, terrified mess. I found John McClane's suffering so compelling. What a blast.
rionaleonhart: the coffin of andy and leyley: andrew glances back over his shoulder, expressionless. (this is who you are now)
It's absolutely horrible fanfiction time!

If anyone prefers to read on AO3, I should mention that you won't currently find this on my AO3 account, because I've posted it anonymously for now; it's over here.

I've chosen to post this anonymously at first because, uh, I was recently interviewed about fanfiction for a newspaper article. I don't know whether I'll actually end up getting mentioned in the final article, but, if I am, I don't want unsuspecting newspaper readers to wander over to my AO3 account and discover this as the most recent fic on it; it's a little intense!

Particularly sharp-eyed readers may note that I've given the first warden a gun, when only the second warden had one in canon. This is because I can do what I want and you can't stop me.


Title: we're not going to do better next time
Fandom: The Coffin of Andy and Leyley
Rating: 16
Pairing: Andrew/Ashley
Wordcount: 2,700
Summary: Andrew is caught in a time loop. Infinite chances to get this right. It doesn't help.
Warnings: Sibling incest, (temporary) suicide, abuse, allusions to sexual assault, generally kind of fucked up.


we're not going to do better next time )
rionaleonhart: the coffin of andy and leyley: andrew glances back over his shoulder, expressionless. (this is who you are now)
The most dangerous thought a person can possibly have is, 'Huh, I feel like a lot of Softer World comics would fit this character dynamic.'

I was absolutely correct to have this thought about Andrew and Ashley Graves from The Coffin of Andy and Leyley. I just failed to anticipate the consequences.



Below the cut: eight more of these, with spoilers for episode three (Decay route). As with anything I post about The Coffin of Andy and Leyley, heads-up for hideously unhealthy relationship dynamics and heavy incestuous themes.


The Coffin of Andy and Leyley comics, inspired by A Softer World. )


I've made ten of these things in the last four days. I'm going to try to at least take a break. If I don't stop at ten, when am I going to stop?
rionaleonhart: the coffin of andy and leyley: andrew glances back over his shoulder, expressionless. (this is who you are now)
I've now finished all that exists so far of The Coffin of Andy and Leyley! This entry contains spoilers up to the 'Shots and Such' ending in the new chapter (Decay episode three).


Notes on The Coffin of Andy and Leyley. )


IN CONCLUSION: holy shit. I already loved this game, and the new chapter exceeded my expectations in every way imaginable. What an absolute treasure trove of fucked-up character dynamics.
rionaleonhart: the coffin of andy and leyley: andrew glances back over his shoulder, expressionless. (this is who you are now)
More thoughts on The Coffin of Andy and Leyley! I've now reached the 'continue to episode four (once it's out)' screen at the end of Decay episode three, but I haven't yet checked out the other endings.


Notes on The Coffin of Andy and Leyley. )


I'm so glad this game exists, and that there's more of it to look forward to. I can't tell you how much I love it. Just awful in the best way.

I recommend The Coffin of Andy and Leyley enthusiastically to anyone for whom 'fucked-up, codependent, potentially incestous siblings go on a murder-and-cannibalism roadtrip' sounds like a good time. I'm obsessed with this hideous mess of a relationship.
rionaleonhart: the coffin of andy and leyley: andrew glances back over his shoulder, expressionless. (this is who you are now)
A new instalment of fucked-up murdersibling game The Coffin of Andy and Leyley has been released, and I am absolutely obsessed with these nightmare siblings.

I think I'm probably most of the way through the new release (chapter three of the Decay route), but I'm going to have to split my thoughts into a couple of entries, because I have written an embarrassing quantity of rambling notes while playing this. This post contains my thoughts up to the scene where you're investigating a lot of summoning circles.

NB: this entry, as with pretty much all my entries about The Coffin of Andy and Leyley, is going to talk a fair bit about fictional incest.


Notes on The Coffin of Andy and Leyley. )


More rambling to come once I've finished this chapter! I'm having an incredible time with this game.
rionaleonhart: kingdom hearts: sora, riku and kairi having a friendly chat. (and they returned home)
[personal profile] necrophilia was visiting the UK, so we met up yesterday for a day out in London! Wandered around the Science Museum and the Natural History Museum, looked at some cool rocks (there was a gemstone exhibit that made it very hard not to contemplate a museum heist), talked about Oxenfree and Ace Attorney and Severance and Ben Starr, ate some delicious pasta, tried to navigate a marathon that was directly in our path, had ice cream by the river. I had a great time!

My favourite moment: Jes paused briefly among the crowds on the South Bank. She was standing under the London Eye, the London Dungeon on her left side, Big Ben visible across the Thames to her right. She asked me whether this was a touristy area. You know, I think it might just be.

At one point I dragged Jes into a shop full of anime figurines and the like, so I could see whether they had anything featuring Light Yagami. They had figurines of Misa, L and Rem, but there was no sign of Light.

A shop assistant approached and asked whether we were looking for any franchise in particular. I asked whether they had anything else for Death Note.

'No,' he said, 'but we have Joker over here, if you're interested,' and he pointed me to a figurine of Persona 5's protagonist.

For an absolutely bewildered instant, I had no idea how this stranger could know that I'm a Persona fan.

And then I remembered that, for ease of meeting up, I'd dressed in such a way that Jes would be able to see me and go 'yeah, there's no way that's not Riona.' I was wearing a Persona 5 hoodie open over my Final Fantasy XV T-shirt and Final Fantasy VIII Griever necklace. I felt like an absolute parody of myself, standing there in a nerd shop while dressed like the huge nerd I am.

As we left the shop, BABYMETAL's 'Megitsune' started playing, and the final indignity was the fact that I recognised it.
rionaleonhart: the coffin of andy and leyley: andrew glances back over his shoulder, expressionless. (this is who you are now)
Just under a fortnight ago, I begged you all to prevent me from creating a Silent Hill website.

Please don't let me create this. I do not have the time or the psychological resilience to build an online replica of Silent Hill. I beg someone to steal this idea from me so I no longer have it in my hands.

None of you rescued me. Here is a selection of the responses:

I think you should do it.
Make the Silent Hill one! Please!
DO IT DO IT DO IT (please)
[dark kermit] do it.
i am sorry to be an enabler but... a silent hill fansite would be so amazing and cute


Anyway, the Silent Hill website now exists and it's all your fault. I really did try not to do this.
rionaleonhart: the coffin of andy and leyley: andrew glances back over his shoulder, expressionless. (this is who you are now)

Welcome to the guestbook for my Silent Hill website!

'This isn't a guestbook; it's a blog post.' Technically, yes! I had trouble finding a guestbook option that didn't include adverts, so, in the interest of keeping my website advertisement-free, I decided to go with a Dreamwidth post. You don't need an account to leave a comment, so this is an easy way to get in touch with me.

Leave your message below, and then you can head back to the streets.
rionaleonhart: kingdom hearts: sora, riku and kairi having a friendly chat. (and they returned home)
[personal profile] pauraque made a post about Until Then that tempted me into checking it out. I'm so glad I did; I loved it immediately. I can never resist a story about well-meaning teenagers with memory issues making bad decisions and having terrible mental breakdowns.

Until Then is an adventure game, set (and created) in the Philippines. It's a coming-of-age story about love and grief, letting go and being left behind. It feels a little like a blend of Life Is Strange and Night in the Woods.

Early in Until Then, the protagonist needs to plug a USB drive into a laptop. I tried to plug the drive in, failed, flipped it over, realised I was trying to plug it into the wrong place, moved to the actual USB socket, tried to plug it in again, failed, flipped it over again and finally succeeded.

Forget photorealistic graphics; this is true realism in videogames.

Beneath the cut: full spoilers for Until Then. As a heads-up, I get a little bit personal here.


Full spoilers for Until Then. )


I recommend Until Then enthusiastically to fans of games like Life Is Strange, Night in the Woods, Oxenfree and possibly Higurashi: When They Cry: anything linear and story-focused with minimal gameplay and maximal Teenagers Having a Bad Time. It's available on PS5 and Steam; the gameplay mainly just consists of walking and talking, with occasional minigames that you can win or lose without affecting story progression.

If you'd like a little preview of how Until Then looks and plays, the animation YouTube channel New Frame Plus features it for a couple of minutes in the video 'The Best Game Animation of 2024', starting around 12m10s. It's a real gem of a game, and I think it should be better known!
rionaleonhart: revolutionary girl utena: utena has fallen asleep on her schoolwork. (sort of exhausted really)
It's time for a dream roundup!


Dreams from February and March. )


The current final line in the document in which I note down my dreams is 'Pickaxing tortilla chips out of the walls of the tortilla mine. I'm not sure whether this was a dream or just an incoherent thought that wandered into my mind when I was half-awake.'
rionaleonhart: death note: light contemplates picking up this mysterious notebook. i'm sure it'll be fine. (here at the crossroads)
I've finished the second season of Dexter!


Spoilers for season two of Dexter. )


Dexter realises 'it's incredibly unlikely I've made it through all of this; it's almost like some higher power wants me to keep killing people,' and I think it would be very funny if he managed to work out that that 'higher power' is, in fact, the writers of the show.

Because Dexter's murders are more spaced out in the second season, I almost find myself forgetting he's a murderer until he's actively murdering someone. It's the entire premise of the show, and yet he'll break out the knife and I'll find myself going, Oh, steady on, Dexter; that's a bit much.
rionaleonhart: final fantasy viii: found a draw point! no one can draw... (you're a terrible artist)
It's the first birthday of my Final Fantasy VIII website today! Happy birthday, Balamb Garden.

I've had such a blast working on this site, writing down all my rambling thoughts about this game and then hiding them all over the place like a mad squirrel. Drawing stupid doodles, gradually uploading my terrible teenage fancomic, having conversations with myself on Garden Square. Watching everything become steadily more sprawling and unnavigable. It's deeply impractical, but I'm having a great time.

I'm really touched by the messages I've received on the guestbook! (The 'guestbook' is actually a Dreamwidth entry, because guestbook providers tend to have adverts, and I really want to keep this website advertisement-free.) I really thought this project would only be of interest to me and possibly my friends who are into Final Fantasy VIII; who's looking at personal websites in the mid-2020s? But apparently people have actually stumbled across and enjoyed it! I'm delighted.

Absolutely terrible thought I had recently: it would theoretically be possible to create a similarly structured fansite for Silent Hill. Wandering around the town, stumbling across all of my intense feelings about James Sunderland.

Please don't let me create this. I do not have the time or the psychological resilience to build an online replica of Silent Hill. I beg someone to steal this idea from me so I no longer have it in my hands.
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